Confrontation

It’s called confrontation. Now I just need to decide on when I am going to do it. When you talk to me? I know how to do it and what I am going to say. I am just scared. I am scared of rejection and how you will handle it. It needs to be done but I wish I had done it before. We don’t talk much anymore ever since we last hung out. I don’t want you to think of me badly or make excuses, I just want honesty. If I get honesty then I know where to go from here and how to react to the situation. It’s not an easy thing to talk about it but I am curious. I don’t want our friendship to be gone but I doubt it will. I don’t know what is going to happen but I am ready for anything……. I think.

Decisions

There comes a time in your life where you must stop and make decisions. These decisions can be on who you’re talking to at the moment versus who you want to be with and wait for to who you are willing to lose. Who is worth losing in your life? Is it someone you truly care about with all your heart or someone who is just a friend to you? Sometimes, moving on in your life begins with saying goodbye. What if you want to keep them both in your life? In the end you must choose. So who do you choose? Let’s say you decide to keep your mouth shut and continue living the way you have been. Deep inside you know you will get hurt by one and pray that the other one does not hurt you. Is it worth the risk? Life is all about taking risks and learning. This risk I unfortunately wish not to take. Life is not fair but if it happens I will try to handle it well. You think, hope and dream but for some reason you can’t seem to figure out the future. I’m blind; I don’t know what is to happen. I just want to communicate to find out but what if the person does not want to talk? Where do we go from here? Instantly move on or weep until your sides ache then move on with your life? It’s for every woman to think for themselves. In the end, someone will get hurt.