I have NEVER thought I could EVER be so PISSED OFF at you… NO FUCKING IDEA!! I have seriously REACHED MY LIMIT! When I have to punch the side of my door out of anger that is SERIOUSLY saying something! No we haven’t talked but sometimes SILENCE is the absolute worst. I am fucking sick and tired of waiting. What in the world am I doing? I haven’t gotten this pissed off since TOM!! I haven’t listened to my metal genre of music for a long ass time. I told you what was going on with me on Friday. When everyone else in the world wishes me a good bday one and you don’t, that makes you look bad. I told you on Wednesday when we somewhat talked. I know I am blowing this out of proportion but honestly, I have held it in WAY too long and now I have officially EXPLODED!! If your going to stop talking to me and blow me off, you mind as well shut your mouth and blow me first that way I get something out of it. I cannot figure out my emotions right now and it makes me upset. I blew up and I still have a bit of anger in me. I am not crying and crushed as I was today on my bday. I am more vexed and apathetic about this whole thing. What the FUCK am I going to do? imma go to bed. peace out.
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